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Alex
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Hi, the name's Alex
I'm currently a college student (theatre major) and a makeup artist
I absolutely love Adventure Time, Hannibal, Sherlock, Supernatural and Silent Hill and my new obsession, Disney's Frozen! (I ship Elsanna hardcore, watch out) so if you get me started, be warned.
I'm a very shy geek, but if you're friendly, I'll gladly talk to you.
I do requests/commissions for anybody who asks
Also, if you can't tell by my gallery, I have a weird sense of humor that tends to be on the morbid side, so be forewarned!

You can check out my tumblr: castiel-ships-wincest.tumblr.c…


Current Residence: Under your bed...I'm just joking, I'm from Michigan :D
Personal Quote: You're good...but I'm Crowley
Interests
  • Mood: Tired
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (finally)
  • Watching: Bob's Burgers
  • Playing: Outlast: Whistleblower
  • Drinking: Diet Pepsi (Gosh, I need more caffeine)
I just want to say, first and foremost, thank you to everyone who has continued following me, even after my serious lack of activity over the past year. It means a lot to me that you've stuck around, you guys make me feel super special :heart: I'm gonna be super honest with you guys, and this is super personal but I think you deserve to know, the reason for my inactivity is that around September I was hospitalized and institutionalized in a mental rehabilitation center for two weeks after trying to commit suicide. I'm better now, I'm seeing a therapist weekly and taking all my needed prescriptions to make me better, I just think I finally broke after having so much pressure built up on me because of school. I've got Borderline Personality Disorder and PTSD (although I don't like having the BPD label as it makes me sound like my personality is all wrong, when truthfully it's my emotions) and I'm working every day to get the help I need so I can always be here for my friends and loved ones, who are what have kept me going all this time. During this past year, my best friends :iconakatsuki-sisters: and :iconkutekeg: and my wonderful family reminded me about how much I am truly loved and that if I ever do kill myself, they will all learn zombie voodoo spells to bring my ass back so they can kill me themselves :D I guess the point that I'm trying to get here, is that everyone is worth it, everyone's life is special, even if you can't see it yourself. When you're in that state of mind, you feel like no one will miss you, but as I quote the Doctor himself, "In all my 900 years of travel, I have never met anyone who wasn't important". So please remember that, you are worth something, you're worth everything, and you will leave the biggest whole in everyone's hearts if you're gone.

Okay, wipe those tears away! Enough with the super serious stuff!!! I want everyone to know that I'm getting my ass in gear and I'll start posting a ton of new shit ASAP! I did just start a new semester (hence all the drama above, seriously stressing out, but I'll do fine :) ) and I'm sure a bunch of interesting experiences are coming my way as I'm the only freaking girl in my classes!!!! I'm working on my second degree in Computer Repair and Support, which as many know, is a heavily male area of study, so this experience should be one for the books, I just pray to God that I don't get singled out. I'm not here for dick, I'm here to learn (I'm sure you can see where I stand on that whole "fake geek girl" bullshit) 

So YAY FOR NEW BEGINNINGS!!!!
    

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Akatsuki-sisters Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!!!! Making faces  

I'll upload your presents after I give them to you in person!
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ATrueFreak Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks love!!! :hug: :heart:
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Entesi Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
You have some very lovely art! :D
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ATrueFreak Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Awww! Thank you soo much!!! Frozen - HUG! 
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DragonLuv3 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav!
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ATrueFreak Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No Prob :)
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Hybrid-Sheep Featured By Owner May 22, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the Fav!
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F3L1xBlum3C0m1c1 Featured By Owner May 18, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ty so much for the fav!!!  I truly apriciate it!
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ATrueFreak Featured By Owner May 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Of course! No problem :heart:
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tstelles Featured By Owner May 18, 2014   General Artist
Thanks for the fav :D
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